I've been deliberating about this for a while. I'm sure many men will feel insecure about their penis size and for me especially I feel even more insecure given that my penis isn't super sensitive to begin with.
Earlier on in my life at 20 years old, I made the impulsive decision to get a circumcision because my foreskin was too tight. Pulling back the skin hurt and this meant that I had a difficult time enjoying sex. Hence, I just went to a doctor and got a circumcision surgery as quickly as possible. There was some trauma due to my penis getting an erection post-surgery and it tore apart the stitches. There was a lot of blood and my penis had some scarring after that. I think this was the reason why my penis became less sensitive to this day, making my erections go away rather quickly.
Sex with my partner and hookups have consisted mainly of me being the bottom but I feel that I enjoy topping as well but I just cannot perform it. Still, unfortunately, my penile issue has resulted in my becoming a bottom. I have to constantly provide physical stimulation or my penis will get soft easily. If foreplay takes too long, or if I take just a little while longer to put on a condom, my penis will go soft and it no longer gets back hard again.
I went on TRT since the start of this year and as much as it has helped me in my emotional wellbeing, physical hypertrophy and androgenic hormonal effects, I have not felt much improvement in my sexual performance when it comes to doing the deed. I do get close to an 80% rate of morning wood occurrence but I don't feel like I have an increased libido, and neither do I feel like my erections are harder or longer lasting.
Hence I decided to purchase my very first penis pump and I went for the Bathmate HydroExtreme Wide Boy 7". I am going to start practising daily 3 rounds of 5 minutes pump sessions and hopefully it will increase sensitivity and length + girth gains.
More updates to come once the HydroExtreme gets shipped over to me!