25mg test per day works wonders for me now. I feel good.
My only gripe is that I have to pin my butt or my shoulder daily and I'm worried it causes scarring or thickening of the skin.
Honestly, I feel like a beast again, having the urge to breed. Some days it can even become uncomfortable when the pressure builds up too high and its not released. Or when I am sleeping and get a random unsolicited hard on which wakes me up. It feels good not gonna lie but its a different kind of annoyance.
When I lost my libido for a month last month due to lowering of dose, it was complete numbness and zero appetite for sex at all. I would look at porn or think of sex but there was no reaction in me at all. Now I do get a hard on and I think its a good problem to have.
I am glad that daily test pinning is working for me.
I mean my body dysmorphia is always there but my weight has been remaining the same, if not heavier than before, but I feel like I shrunk a little (in my mind) from my previous mini blast of 300mg per week. Now its 175mg per week.
I initially intended to go on a full blast this year of testosterone but having gone through the illness and bad symptoms in January, I decide that I will stick to daily pins of 25mg for this year to maintain and see how far I can grow from this low dose. If it works, then I am glad I managed to pull through physique transformation and bulk with such a low dose.