I have lost touch from this blog for half a year and wow so much has happened.
Firstly, I have upped the testosterone dosage from 200mg to 300mg per week so as to go on a "Sports TRT" cycle to see how my physique gets better. I have noticed that the main side effect is acne on my face, turning into itchy acne. Other things have been great - libido, and emotional balance. I have topped recently which surprises me since I've been the bottom all these years with weak erections. Oddly enough, I have also lost the urge to bottom because it no longer feels sensual from getting fucked. Maybe its the testosterone that makes me want to fuck instead idk.
Secondly, my partner introduced me to a Bear Pool Party and its my second time at such gay events. In comparison to the one earlier this year's Pink Party, this time round I allowed myself to get more intoxicated and let loose a little, and I was surprised at how much I enjoyed my time. Of course, there were nasty moments where I had to give charity kisses to guys because I was just too drunk to drag myself out of it, and gosh those were some bad kisses. But overall, I met my previous fun buddies and the group I was hanging out with was really nice and welcoming. What a relationship milestone for me and my partner.
Thirdly, my family has purchased an expensive new house, and I have been tasked to be the project manage the whole renovation and move in plan. The situation with my dad has been cordial lately, and I mean we are in better talking terms now that there is a common topic of new house renovations to create conversations for. But I also start to think how fucking boring my father is, because there is nothing exciting or fun about him. This whole project for him feels like a job (I'm not complaining since I get a new house to stay in), but liaising him with the contractors and vendors feels like a chore because my dad just distrusts everyone and puts everyone to such unreasonable terms using his experience and expertise as a benchmark for what people should deliver. Anyway, I'm just serving this job because its for a month but this also gave me an affirmation that I definitely should not work directly with my dad for future projects because he is such an uptight and boring person to work with. I imagine a new house planning process to be more fun in other families.
Now its one months away from moving day and things are getting in place. Excited for staying in a new house very soon!